28 July 2005
![]() ![]() ![]() [10:57]27 July 2005 two days in a row now i've woken up with a jolt, somewhere between 2 and 3 in the morning. both times i saw a large spider looking creature right above my face. the first night it happened i saw the phantom spider crawl up on it's web towards the ceiling and from the time i woke up yelling and switched on the light the phantom spider was gone. this morning i saw the phantom spider crawling up my curtains, and of course from the time i woke up yelling and switched on the light the phantom spider was gone. of course i hesitated on opening the curtains while looking for something to immobilize the phantom intruder with, but when i opened the curtains there was no one there. i'm not sure if i'm missing something here, but if this is some sort of recurring dream/nightmare then i'd like to find the meaning. if anyone knows of an online, form-based dream interpeter, please let me know. [15:35] 24 July 2005 there is so much to say, but i cannot find the right words. we live in troubled times. i want to offer a helping hand, but i don't know what to do. i want to offer my desperate prayer and hope it doesn't fall on deaf ears. [18:52] 16 July 2005 la venta, the womb of a fat jelly fish. wrote: i have never in my life have ever seen such 2 nerdy twins live up there blamed "hype" to be such failures of music, and that is in my hole life. you guys have no talent. get over it. you have had such a great chance to be in so many bands. popular bands. "i say what".. you sound like a high school band trying to sound like cold play and u2. no vocals, and boring music. i just saw you fellas at cornerstone and i was so bored. love victor. oh and speaking of singing, trying to sound like a cross of hootie and the blowfish, and bono....it sounds like s**t. your vocals are very boring. your lyrics sound like a terrible c.c.m. music artist taking out god and putting in bull s**t. bad blood is postal service and s**t shaken' together. [13:49]
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